Amanda looks off towards their right with a slight smile, illuminated from behind by golden sunlight. They have long dark hair and are wearing a white jumpsuit and dangling earrings. Behind them is a lush green garden.

Hello there, I’m Amanda.

English pronouns: they/any | Vietnamese pronouns: em/chị/anh/chanh

My own lived experiences with cycles of trauma and healing bring me to this work, particularly at the intersections of care and justice. Mental health institutions have failed me repeatedly but I naively believed I could improve myself and the system. I became disabled during the pandemic, abandoned by Western medicine and public health, and finally found disabled and Mad ancestors and communities. They taught me how to listen to and care for my sickness, grief, and rage with slowness, compassion, and skills learned through shared struggle. They taught me that care, access, and healing must be a collective responsibility undertaken to transform the conditions that are sickening us all.

Alongside my current role as a systems-adjacent care worker, I’m an artist, archivist, writer, decomposer, yin wood pig, Pisces moon, Leo sun, and Leo rising. I love playing video games, working on puzzles, cooking, and eating soup. I’m a voracious and critical manga reader and anime watcher learning more about anti-Japanism. I rely on many beloved humans, routines, rituals, and special interests to support me. I adore mushrooms, cats, and ginkgo leaves. One of my dreams is to study Vietnamese herbalism.

I tend a slow, lifelong practice of composting grief and Madness into collective possibility. I offer presence, solidarity, stories, skills, and questions, passing along wisdom that sustains me in the hopes that it may serve you and your loved ones well.

Image description: Amanda looks off towards their right with a slight smile, illuminated from behind by golden sunlight. They have long dark hair and are wearing a white jumpsuit and dangling earrings. Behind them is a lush green garden.

All photos except headshots were taken by me.

  • I’m an AuDHD, agender, disabled, and queer descendant of forcibly displaced people. I have lived experiences of chronic illness, mental illness/Madness, complex trauma, chronic suicidality, and psychiatric incarceration. I’m also multiply privileged, including but not limited to being young, housed, light-skinned, thin, and cisgender-passing with higher education.

  • Santa Clara University
    Master of Arts in Counseling Psychology
    Bachelor of Science in Psychology

    Genesis Healing Institute
    Liberation Academy: Decolonizing Mental Health
    Lifeforce Conference

    Multidisciplinary Association of Psychedelic Studies (MAPS)
    MDMA-Assisted Psychotherapy

    Compassionate Inquiry with Gabor Maté, self study

    Institute of the Development of Human Arts (IDHA)*
    Transformative Mental Health Core Curriculum
    *IDHA leadership is complicit in harm and has not been accountable.

  • Project LETS
    Mental Health Liberation
    Little Tokyo Service Center: Changing Tides Stream
    Asian Mental Health Collective: Lotus Therapy Fund

  • My wholehearted gratitude to Dr. Ling Lam, Terry Quatman, Kate Bartenhagen, Stephanie Yuen, Anna Paganelli, Thích Nhất Hạnh, Dr. Gabor Maté, Linda Thai, Dr. Jennifer Mullan, Stefanie Lyn Kaufman-Mthimkhulu and Project LETS, and ancestors, elders, and comrades in Disability Justice and Healing Justice. Thank you trees, mushrooms, mountains; sun, moon, and stars; trời, đất, gió, and beloved bodies of water.

were it possible, we might look beyond the reach of our knowing… then perhaps we would endure our griefs with even greater trust than our joys.

rainer maria rilke